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- What brought you here?
- Well , what brought me here ? In fact it seemed to have all started with the BIGBANG about 40000000000000years ago. Since then (lol) I cannot remember much , except that I am here in the now. So , I enjoy being a part of you as we are all ONE even so.
- About Me:
- About myself I have not got to say much . I am you . And You are me . We share our experiences and live life till exitus . PEACE-
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Me as I am being in a state of quitting Alcohol.
All I can say is this, I guess :
Imagine a bottle full of Alcohol. And there is this botle "pattern" of your self. If a person once gets into Alcohol it is the bottle that drinks YOU empty , time after time.
Then, the bottle of Alcohol is empty, but full of YOU. And the bottle of YOU is empty but full of Alcohol .
STOP THE MADNESS . STOP THE DRUGS . STOP THE M I N D !
I only just discovered that my account has been erased. Made me kind of sad , because of my MCS, because of my post to "yourtikiguy" = Darryl = KidMongo.
I like to re-verse it. My finger was on the left mouse button for about three minuits. After releasing it , to submit the post . Honesty of "time".
Well, "my friends", on Friday I have had a very bad day. I was invited to a friend of mine who was offered to move in to his mamas house . He lived on the streets for a long time and was into the bad **** for a long time : DRUGS.
Yes. But, he promised his mama and his friends to not take those damn drugs anymore. So.One day he phoned my bro&me to say that he'd be alright in shortest time. We were in bliss to hear that from him. On Friday afternoon (04.04.) he called me to ask if I'd like to come by and help him to paint his new room at his moms house in the cellars. I was happy to see him again , because I knew him for a long time, and said, : " Sure , where shall we meet ? " He mentioned to pick me up. His mum woould drive us to her place. Then there, I noticed bottles of Alc, and soon afterwards I noticed that he was already drunk. Then he tooe tablettes. I was defragged in my thoughts about him now. He had lied .
Well, after I was'nt being unaware, he offered me alcohol, and so I took it , after along time, to make him able to express him self more closely on what his future plans would be ( YOU KNOW HERE IN EUROPE ITS MORE ++++ED UP THAN YOU THINK. ITS ALL facade ! to look behind the curtain is a matter of fact to be ONE and EQUAL in the MOMENT and BREATH . I wanted to know . MORE. Especially because he grew next to my heart over the years and I, myself, not have seen him for a long time. If you do not take an offer its like a dignity here. Thats why I was on my own , here in the room of my broś all the time before)
Finally he went to sleep , did'nt want to know anything about what I had been wanting to tell him. So , I left.
Walking through the "Valleys of green&gray" My home plaine.
After walking 6 km through darkness and had been doing SF and deep thoughts on my "former" friend, I then came home to find my YouTube -Accuont invaded by "Stealth-Mask-Subscribers" , all from SA. I still was in a state of mind with my "former-participated-friend" and on top of that I saw a video made by "someONE" asking "What will resolveitall" -as a video title.
All that made the water boil, for which I could damn myself right now at the 06.04.2008 04:58a.m. !
I wrote 3 mails . One to "yourtikiguy" =darryl
One to "becoming.." I would like to excuse. but excusements are not the actual feeling (mind) i would like to express onto (him/her) . (I am so sorry for what have written)
An thirdly : A not posted mail : A mail to Desteni . A mail I was going to send , but perhaps this is the right " portal ".
I still participate in everything YOU stand for. I'd give my life. This sounds stupid, maybe.
Darryl : Sorry . I know . Sorry is just a word of 5 letters. But I mean the meaning of SORRY !
Desteni: Sorry . I know the meaning of SORRY is the mind , but that day fuicked me up in my co-existant MIND, which needs to be stopped . I have a vid which i am going to post. A tear in my eye, is what dont want to express.I would like to excuse. but excusements are not the actual feeling (mind) i would like to express onto (him/her) . (I am so sorry for what have written especially to darryl , to becoming and to the not posted destni letter.
I would want to re-join again , but I understand if you don't want me to rejoin.
This is Kevin.
P.S.: I wrote a message to resolveital containing this :
I wrote :
You need to know. All "Desteni" wants, is to make people clear how to treat your children, how to raise your children in the right way. The most IMPORTANT thing to do in life while being an addult, while being self-responsible ! " Critisism on that needs to be JUGDED . " But JUDGING means WAR . like PARTY vs. PARTY.
So , Ie come to the conclusion , that I am going to start a SPEAK, COMMUNICATION- STRIKE , for as I am NO parrent, yet , and maybe never will be. I am going to become a pioneer of "UNSPEAKNESS" of " SHTUM"
2 greetings : TO desteni WITH TRUE USED SYSTEM LOVE AND TO DARRYL !!
maybe you need to know that " what i call : system love , is not that love what "Brian May" sings about in his song : "TOO MUCH LOVE WILL KILL YOU "
I need to get more experience on talking english . Who wants to learn German . lol?!
Darryl, Man over board. (Let the sharks have a lunch ?)